Mar 5/99 A self flagellation on stage, with an invisible whip Another turn of the wheel of fortune. A brisk walk in the bitterly cold night. A long wait for a street car, as riders line up behind me, then push past. A man, helped by his friends, is lowered, into the sewer. A knot of entertainment seekers jump from bar to coffee shop. A group of punks stand shivering, as a cop examines ID. A stretch of sidewalk, clear of chalk marks, where a man died this week. An industrial wasteland, softened by the falling snow. The bitter wind blows me home.